his videos are super
helpful i definitely recommend -->
" No one even knows how hard life was
I don't even think about it now because
I finally found you "
⭐️ come home ⭐
🧴sorry this page is messy, not sure how to organize it atm.🐑
"I desire mercy, not sacrifice" Matthew 9 : 13
here is a link that perfectly describes what ive been struggling with for my whole life relating to my borderline personality & relationship w God ~ bpdbeautiful.com
doing more research ive concluded : i do not have to give up the way i dress , the music i like, or the things i enjoy. i just need to accept Jesus into my heart and live how He lived. i want to be a more loving and kind person and I want His help. I want my life to have purpose again.
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nobody ever told me that God brought this much PURE JOY , happiness, love, and peacefulness into your heart when you choose to follow Him. that's why i'm telling you, i want this feeling for everyone. please accept His love, but just know either way He loves you.
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reading the bible ~ ik it may seem discouraging, the bible is a big book after all. if you're looking for a place to start, the gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke, & John) are a good intro to Jesus's life!! Also I recommend niv translation as it's easier to understand than nkjv and its the version I read personally :)
disclaimer : i'm very aware of how hateful some believers are. thats truthfully part of why i never had the desire to be close to God. but i assure you God doesn't hate, hate is a human thing. ❤
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